Bitterness

Bitterness, like some evil intravenous

drips into each day

from a clear bag of memories.

He said, she said,

he did, she did,

he was, she was.

Daily, nightly, a steady dose

poisoning the soul.

Too many times the body convulses

shaken with anger

racked with sorrow

clenched with hatred.

Memory is a shackle

that foils the mind’s best intentions;

“Today I won’t remember.”

“I’ll just stop thinking about this.”

“I refuse to give this power in my life.”

And still the steady drip drip,

the same old symptoms.

Healer of our every ill,

where is your relief?

 

Time, like God’s gentle nurse,

lays a hand on the mind’s anguish

and inoculates us with grace.

Memories, still clear,

lose their power

as the body builds immunity,

year by year.

We cannot change the past

but peace arrives in time.

About Carol Penner

I am a Mennonite pastor currently teaching theology at Conrad Grebel University College in Waterloo, Ontario. I’ve served congregations in Ontario and most recently, Alberta.

I love to write and to lead worship! If you are finding my writing helpful, I would love to hear from you! Feel free to use or adapt the material here, it is all written by me. If printing material, please credit “Copyright Carol Penner www.leadinginworship.com” (and say whether you modified it). If publishing, please contact me for permission. Contact me at carol@leadinginworship.com

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