Prayer for a Dying Teenager

Will there be cars in heaven?
Will there be motors to tinker with and fix,
mechanical problems to figure out?
Will there be siblings to tease?
Will there be dogs to run with?
Will there be a familiar landscape
that feels like home, like this home?
Will there be parents who love me?
Will there be a body that works 
and doesn’t hurt?
Is dying like a great leap
from the diving board of life,
or a quiet settling 
into the world’s comfiest bed?
How do I learn how to stop breathing?
Is it like riding a bike,
wobbly at first and then dead easy?
Jesus, will I feel you running beside me,
your hand holding me steady?
At the moment when life becomes air
will I be speeding into your presence
too thrilled to look back?
I’ll leave the questions behind, in time,
riding that cycle of life and death,
catching up with everyone that ever lived.
An amazing ride.

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About Carol Penner

I am a Mennonite pastor currently teaching theology at Conrad Grebel University College in Waterloo, Ontario. I’ve served congregations in Ontario and most recently, Alberta.

I love to write and to lead worship! If you are finding my writing helpful, I would love to hear from you! Feel free to use or adapt the material here, it is all written by me. If printing material, please credit “Copyright Carol Penner www.leadinginworship.com” (and say whether you modified it). If publishing, please contact me for permission. Contact me at carol@leadinginworship.com

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